What if
the Most Important
Poet
ever is alive
and stranded
on an undiscovered
island,
skin leathered
like roast chicken
existing on fear
and speared fish writing
the Most Brilliant
Poetry
in history
on a notebook
of sand, punctuated
by clams and erased
forever daily,
never to be read
by anyone
but her.
what if…
Video Deposition
Hyena is as shadow stretched
speaking in his grinning way,
a million needle pointed teeth,
dripping reassuringly
‘til Rabbit’s frantic heart stops racing
fast as prey from predator.
Four grey stones pressed to her breast,
she holds them close, cradles them.
My God, she sighs through bunny lips
as sunrise creeps over the ridge,
“Thank you for Hyena’s keep.
The babies sleep as sound as Keats.”
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And Here I Am, Exactly the Same
Every poet reads the same. Inflection
as nicotine gum droning,
stretched too long, too far
to work
anymore.
I am wise, it says.
I am seasoned.
I can see the world
for what it really is.
I am an individual but have received
my invitation
to this private
party.
MY words
have
WORTH.
My words
have
worth?
My words
HAVE
worth.
There is the girl
with heavy boots
and an oversized
necklace of bone
and shell.
There is the girl
with a ring
of black
eyeliner
and a bun
of bleached
blonde
hair.
There is the girl
with perfectly buffed
(not painted)
finger nails.
There is the boy
with an Amish beard
of pubic hair.
There is the boy
in pajamas.
There is the boy
with dreadlocks
who stinks.
I Wonder If We’re Family Enough By Now That You Know This Important Thing Too
You will know I was there
of course –
by now I’m certain
you see all.
But maybe you don’t know
what I was doing. I spent
a while looking
at your face. I half
expected you to speak.
I thought I
saw you blinking.
I remembered
how it feels to touch
your mouth,
the breach between
your chin and your mouth.
Sometimes
there is a tangle of yarn
that is our arguments, struggles
and fears
that winds itself
around my body
in impossible knots
until I cannot move
but I struggle
against it nonetheless.
Tonight I listened to Lola scream
at her brothers.
Fed up,
she screeched –
vocal cords grinding –
GO WAY.
GO!
WAY!
And they did, knowing
as family does,
that she did not
mean forever.
The Most Dangerous Thought You Never Ever Allow Yourself to Think
She sleeps beside me
on the couch as I sit
working at things
in which I have trouble
finding worth
while her brothers
and their friends stomp
the house. They’re laughing
as she pouts and pulls
her ‘beatsie’, a pink
blanket, closer to
her chin. I smooth
her soft curls
until she falls asleep.
I know.
I know.
I know.
There is laundry
and dishes, toys
to be tidied, toilets
to clean. I should do all this
in a sprint while she sleeps.
I know these things.
It’s a knowledge
that, over eleven years,
has become a scar in my brain.
I want to give up.
Today. I want to be saved
by someone stronger
than me.
Gabriel’s Poem
You must sit alone,
head balanced
on your left
hand, shoulders following
the lean, pen
in your right
hand stumbling
across the pages,
scrawling script
on the black marbled mead
you purchased
because where you
are, you had to have
the black marbled mead
composition book
popular in American
movies and T.V. series.
The streets you’ve shown
me are clean,
timeless spires crowned
with brittle cell phone towers.
Alien green kiosks offer information,
beckon seductively.
Not All About Me
Tonight she won’t have nightmares, cry
out in her sleep, tossing,
turning and sweating.
She won’t have to cling
to me.
The darkness will disappear
from beneath their eyes.
They’ll do their homework
at the kitchen table,
get to bed
on time
and wake to their favorite
cereal and cartoons.
The laundry pile
will re-disappear, the broken
dishes forgotten
and the shouting
forgiven
by them at least.
Crying in the shower
is like being
a chameleon.
I rinse it all down
the drain. Shaving cream,
hope
and shampoo.
jenifer.wills 